Building on True Science

Ive been building on Supreme Wisdom for over 30 years. When I say Supreme Wisdom I talking about the light of truth which I have pursued on my own not something I was showed by a small few and now am regurgitation as if it is gospel. I grow tired of reading blogs or watching YouTube videos of brothers and sisters who hart is in the right place but match the White mans false hoods and misconceptions of equally erroneous misconceptions of their own. We do not have to claim that every thing is Black to be proud. Yes we created civilization,yes the original Egyptians,Sumerians,Colchians and many other ancient peoples were what we would regard as Black today. If we are not sure of something we must state that this is a theory such as Cleopatra being Black. She was descended from a Greek dynasty called the Ptolemy's. Still the dynasty was in Egypt for several centuries and thus she could have been mixed with the blood of the native populace. She may have looked like Alicia Keys or Mariah Carey but we simply do not know but the historical evidence points to her being or at least looking Caucasian. Also the Yakub story. ..im like yo if you believe that literally you bugging. Its a symbolic story at most. White people are a product of the ice age as are most people of a lighter pigment. The Ice Age is also why our hair became frizzy. In Africa the Ice Age caused the land to become not only hot but dry. Over the thousands of years this lead to Europeans becoming White,Asians Yellow and many Black Africans hair to become "woolly" See I believe in true-story not his-story or my-story but the truth. When something is espoused it needs to be able to stand up to academic scrutiny. Even in mainstream History things are constantly being rewritten due to new evidence. We as African Americans no longer have the need to believe in the fantastical

Fuck trying to be perfect.....

I like many people have a habit of beating my self up. Its amazing all of the negative thoughts we can muster against ourselves. Lately i've been trying to counteract the negative thoughts with positive affirmations. Also ive sat back and reflected on why I am so hard on my self. I am a high achiever. I have high goals set for my self and I hold my self to rediculously high standards. Ive told my self I need to stop doing this. I need to stop holding my self to this "SuperMan" standard. At my age I find it amazing Im continueing to grow. I guess that is a good thing but one kinda thinks that after you've passed 3 decades of existance on Earth you should be in a Swami/Guru all enlightned mind set,then again thats me with that extremely high bar set. I've heard Oprah say she really did'nt have a grip on it all untill she was 42. If thats the case I've got a few years to go before I reach enlightenment. The good thing about the way I push myself is that I keep striving and the work I do do is of high quality.The bad thing is the way I beat my self up when I fumble or fall. Its not that I make the same mistakes persay but lately I've fumbled in areas that I realy should have been more proactive in dealing with. I've fumbled in areas that I know better. Its a trip how life is. All we can do is keep struggling. Keep pushing & continue to grow. I guess if we are lucky we will never stop growing.

Why alotta bum niggaz get alotta pussy...

I remember when I was out of work and surviving on just my Rap income. Im not on a major label so shyt was hectic. I had rent,cable,lights and phone bills to pay. I hated dating sometimes because my money was funny and I couldn't do what I wanted to do on a date. "I Treats my self I doesn't cheats my self" Now I have two jobs not including my record company to run. I am mad bizzy. I was thinking about this and i tripped off the fact I was getting allot more pussy when i was broke. WTF? yeah right but its true. I thought long and hard about this and I came to several conclusions.

One:
There are alot of women out there that want to rescue & take care of a man. In essence the wish to feel needed and what kinda man needs you more than a broke bum.

Two:
Allot of women are insecure and a powerful brother with allot of things on the ball intimidates them. I would even go as far as to say they feel they don't deserve or couldn't possibly keep such a man.

Third(and far from the least):
WOMEN WANT,NEED & DEMAND TIME & ATTENTION!!! A bum cat can give a woman all the time and attention she desires. He'll watch the kids,drop you off and pick you up from work and of course fuck you when and where ever because hell,he aint got shyt else to do.

So you see allot of women who got shyt on the ball fucking with a handsome,hung,smooth talking bum. Im the first to be like "hey if that's the way a sista wants it cool". Men have played the role of "Suga Daddies" for the longest
Im just making an observation though. Because what I've noticed in the past is that at some point a woman wants a negro to get up off his ass & do something besides pound the pussy. If this is the case woman need to recognise that some of the attention they demand a "bout it bout it" brotha cant just give to them all the time. a sista needs to realise im not being disrespectful when I cant speak with you all day but call you at 10pm wanting to see you. Hey I've been bizzy working,I've just gotten off work and im thinking off you in the worst'est way(y'all know what I mean :))What im trying to say that women need to look at it from all angles. You really cant have your cake & eat it too. We hard working brothers work so hard to be able to do and have all the nice things women love & like to do. I know we hard working types need to take more time out for the women we love(and lawd knows im working on this)but recognize when the bum still hasn't gotten a job 8-months into the relationship your compensating time & attention in the place of financial stability or when the bum gets bizzy and soon doesn't have the time he use to have for you he's doing so as a labor of love. A love for you but more so a love for himself. See the Hugh could never be a bum ass niccauh. "Why?" Because I love me. Hell my downs have been ups for other types of dudes.Just peep game ladies and lets work together to stay together better(ya know?)

Why Blacks Dont TIP?

This is in responce to RK Byers take on the whole why Blacks dont tip phenomena...

Man RK is so faaaaarrr fuggin left feild its unbelievable. RK tried to get a little to deep,a little to analytical with is reasoning behind blacks not tipping. 1st of all I tip all of the time and I tip well. This is because I am aware of the stereotype that we do not tip. In my analysis the primary reasons many Black people do not tip are:
A.) Many Blacks are poor and or come from economically impoverished back grounds. White,Black,Brown,etc,Poor people don't tip.
B.) Many Blacks still have that "Whitey owes me something" attitude and this transfers over into the whole not- tipping phenom.
C.) This last reason ties into the 1st. Due to Blacks economical impoverishment culturally we have not been taught to tip and we look upon people in the service industry as simply doing their job. Why would you tip someone for doing their job? This is the logic.


RK Byers should be ashamed of even considering self hate has anything to do with the "Blacks not tipping" phenom. Im reading Byers take on this and Im like "wow" "really? Brother man is way off target on this one. What I will agree with is that Blacks on a whole need to learn the etiquette of tipping. Its the thing to do. When i receive bad service i do the same as Byers spoke of doing, I leave a obviously small tip in protest to the terrible service but I all ways tip.